PTSD - EMM
词 Lyricist：EMM
曲 Composer：French Original
编曲 Arranger：French Original
混音师 Mixing Engineer：JJ CATALYST
母带 Mastering：JOHN BERLIN
OP/SP：青风音乐Cheerful Music
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I am wide awake
我彻底清醒
Staring at your face and
凝视着你的容颜
I'm wondering if you're safe
不禁想问你是否安好
I'm wondering if it's fake
心中疑虑，这是否真实
And my heart is racing
我的心在狂跳
Afraid of what you hide
畏惧你隐藏的秘密
Afraid of ways you lie and
害怕你巧妙的谎言
Afraid of what I'll find
害怕我会发现什么
Afraid I'll spend my life
Crying when I'm smiling
恐惧我将耗尽一生
在微笑中泪水涌动
Can't tell if I love you or
无法分辨我是否爱你
I'm sleeping with the enemy
还是与敌人同眠
Some days I can't tell my intuition
有时我分不清直觉
From anxiety
I'm too scared to tell you
与焦虑之间
我害怕向你倾诉
Cause what if you get fed up and leave
若你心生厌倦而离去
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我无法分辨我的偏执
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我分不清我的偏执
From PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
PTSD PTSD
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
有时我分不清我的偏执
与创伤后应激障碍
I'm good I'm good okay
我很好 我真的很好，好吗？
My armor's suffocating
我的盔甲如同枷锁
I guess it comes in waves
我想这是一波波涌来
I get used to the ache
我渐渐习惯这份痛苦
But it's asphyxiating
却依然令人窒息
Can't tell if I love you
无法分辨我是否爱你
Or I'm sleeping with the enemy
还是与敌人同眠
Some days I can't tell my intuition
有时我分不清直觉
From anxiety
与焦虑之间
I'm too scared to tell you
我害怕向你倾诉
Cause what if you get fed up and leave
若你心生厌倦而离去
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我无法分辨我的偏执
From PTSD
PTSD PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我分不清我的偏执
From PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
PTSD PTSD
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我分不清我的偏执
From PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
I'm just a sad girl
我只是个悲伤的女孩
Stacking up my money
拼命在赚钱
I'm doing big things cause
My mama didn't want me
我在追求伟大，因为
母亲曾不愿我降生
I try to be a sain
我努力成为圣者
So I'm worthy of affection
以便值得被爱
But I'm still afraid
可我依然恐惧
Cause love is a murder weapon
Some days I get so damn lonely
因为爱如同致命武器
有时我倍感孤独
Cause everybody's fake
因为世人皆虚假
I trust the only one who knows me
唯有那个懂我的人值得信赖
Cause no one else feels safe
PTSD PTSD
因为其他人让人无所适从
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
有时我分不清我的偏执
From PTSD
与创伤后应激障碍
PTSD PTSD
创伤后应激障碍
Some days I can't tell my paranoia
From PTSD
有时我分不清我的偏执
与创伤后应激障碍
I'm just a sad girl
我只是个悲伤的女孩
Stacking up my money
拼命在赚钱
I'm doing big things cause
我在追求伟大，因为
My mama didn't want me
母亲曾不愿我降生
I try to be a saint
我努力成为圣者
So I'm worthy of affection
以便值得被爱
But I'm still afraid
可我依然恐惧
Cause love is a murder weapon
因为爱如同致命武器
