Your side of the bed

你睡过的那边

still knows your weight

仍记得你的重量

and then in the pillow

而枕畔

calling your name.

也似在轻唤你的名

I stare at the ceiling,

counting the cracks.

我凝望天花板

细数着道道裂痕

Everyone a reason

每道裂痕都是一个理由

you're not coming back.

你不会再回来

I forget who I am.

我已忘却我是谁

When you're not here,

当你不在我身边

like a name half spoken,

就像一个未尽的名字

fading

逐渐消逝

in my ear.

在我耳边

I reach

我伸出手

for your hand

想要握住你的手

through the empty air.

I forget who I am

穿过空寂的空气

我忘了我是谁

when you're not there.

当你不在时

You're laughing the whole way.

你一路笑着

Ghost in the door.

门前的幽灵

I talk to the mirror.

我对镜子说话

Don't know you anymore.

Your photos are smiling,

不再认识你

你的照片上笑颜如昔

but they look through me.

他们却对我视而不见。

I'm dressed in your memory like

我身披你的回忆，

it's all I can be.

仿佛这就是我的全部。

I forget who I am

when you're not here.

我忘了我是谁

当你不在我身旁。

Like a name half spoken,

像一句未竟的呼唤，

fading

逐渐消逝

in my ear,

在我耳畔。

I reach

我伸出手

for your hand

through the empty air.

想要握住你的手

穿过空寂的空气

I forget who I am

我忘了我是谁

when you're not there.

当你不在时

If you ever remember

若你还能忆起

who I used to be,

我曾经的模样

send me a whisper.

给我一丝轻语

Teach me to breathe.

教我如何呼吸

Till then I'm a stranger

在那之前我仍是个陌生人

where my own skin is thin.

在我脆弱的躯壳里

I forget who I am

我忘了我是谁

again and again.

一次又一次地